So, new news, hmmm... let me seeee....oh yeah Tanner broke his arm...7 hours in emergency room on Saturday night with all the drunks and crackheads during a 3 day weekend, fractured in 3 places - Good flippin times!!!!!

May-somewhere in the middle

Good Day!

I have been completely overwhelmed with how busy things are that I barely have time to get on here and check the blogs I am addicted too!

We have been talking about having another baby and I think w are almost ready. Tanner starts Kindergarten in August and so with moving, getting EVERYTHING taken care of - I forgot all that is entailed when moving, which is weird because we were just in our last place under 3 years, we are still in the talking stage but are leaning more towards adding another to the family. Tanner is so excited and talks about his baby "brother" all the time. I don't think he will accept a baby sister at all. He wants to give her back and have a brother. I would be happy either way and just want a healthy baby. Healthy!!!! Can I repeat that! ? Healthy! We are nervous to keep the next one in until the first round of shot at 2 months old and to not have too many people hold and kiss all over, but who does not want to love on a new baby? I am guilty. The only thing that keep rolling around in my head, am I ready for no sleep again. Let's face it Tanner is not the best sleeper and we never did the "cry it out" well. He is such an emotional little being, he really is quite hurt by it and takes it personal. He is almost scared to be without one of us at all times, which is good because then we know where he is at, well - most of the time.

Work is Fantastic!!! Our new house is awesome and we are happy, wait did I say that? Yes, we are happy. Now if we can just be rich then... Nope I can do without the money to have the great life I do now with Scott and Tanner. We truly love to spend time with each other and appreciate each new day, for there may never be tomorrow.

Love to you all.

Friday!!!!

So, I have been a lagger on here lately but have great intentions to post...I got some new pictures from my sister in law and thought "let's post them!" This is my son Tanner, he is the love in my heart. Everyday I have with him is such a blessing from the "MOTHER!" to "Mommy hold me", he always manages to melt my heart. With all the hussle and bussle of our lives lately I think I must take a moment to reflect on how lucky I am to be a mother to such a great little kid. At the end of the day, no matter how much I hate things and having no money to the crappy way people treat eachother, he smiles and says "I missed you today" and every and I mean every time it brings tears to my eyes and makes all things better. Eventually everything gets paid and people get what they deserve for how they treat people and I catch up on sleep, etc. Life always seems to work out, but when you are an overthinker like me you tend to freak out over nothing and then look back and say "what the hell was I freaking out for?" Enjoy the pictures, I did.

Someone pinch me, it's a new post!

It's been too long, but seems like something is always coming up. We moved and are all done with getting things over to new house, cleaning old one and doing final walkthrough. SO, now we just wait for our security deposit and I can thankfully say we are D to the O to the N to the E! This move was unexpected and not welcomed at first as we were asked to leave - 60 days notice - and we still don't know why...but maybe this is not about is at all - don't know. In order to not post a book, let's just say that this was a blessing in disguise. We found a great house for just a little bit more a month and one more bedroom - I am starting to hear little pitter patter of feet in the back of my head. Well, maybe...

Easter is this weekend and one of my favorite Holidays since we had Tanner. He loves to hunt eggs and we have the perfect backyard to do a great hunt this year. Plus he has several more hunts at grandparents and Caper Acres too. Should be a great weekend, stay tuned for pictures.

I promise to start posting more, it's easier that way, then I don't have to go back through my clogged brain and try to explain how I was feeling about things, day to day is the immediate reaction to what's up...

Take care!

Okay, I am here....
It's been a long while, So let's catch up...How long has it been?

Since November, well, My hours were cut in the beginning of November (at a job I started in July) - words do not express how I have been feeling... and since then I have been in a funk, well maybe depressed/worried/freaking out/not sure of things, all of the above. Then 2 days after my 35th Birthday I was completely laid off...WTF? Upset at my employer, disappointed in myself I collected unemployment, tried to have a positive attitude everyday but I was NOT happy. What was I supposed to do, people are getting laid off left and right, Christmas was a few weeks away...how were we going to live...I turned to my husband and said things have to work out, I will not fail! He said give it to him...What? Give it to God, he will take care of you, but you have to be willing to have faith that he will help you with this. Well, being the person I am-I have to see immediate results or things are not happening. I tried to pick up on any little thing that would help me to see that I was not in this alone. Friends started coming around more, my family was supportive and creditors were willing to work with us on paying just the basics...I looked for a job day and night, tried to spend quality time with my son on my time off but I was completely distracted. I worked here and there trying to bring in as much money as possible, went on some interviews-and then we played the waiting game - tick tock tick tock...

We made it through the Holidays and then New Year's - New year New start right - You betcha...A week before Xmas I went on 3 interviews - All jobs were great and I was confused, what if they all offer me a position? Who do I choose? Do I go for money or happiness? What am I doing? Well, none of them called, so I started calling them...followed up and dropped in...

I GOT A JOB!!!!!!! I started the 3rd week of January and I could not be happier! I am a receptionist, scheduler, data entry, all of the above! I love it here. I have never been happier. We are getting back on track with our bills, I see the little light at the end of the tunnel instead of the road block and things are looking up - now if the rest of the world would get on board then things might get better...

God is good and he does know what is best for us all, we just have to give it to him....(thanks Babe for pulling me back to reality)

Thank you for all of you and you know who you are that helped me through this - I love you so much...

Jenny

nope, i am still alive.

Just thought I would post something to let all of my 2 followers know I am still alive. Promise to post more soon...

Flash Gordon!

Too cute for words!